Time to say Goodbye XOXO

Saying goodbye is one of the hardest things to do, family and friends mean so much to me saying goodbye is hurting so bad.

Friday i had to say goodbye to Toni - she is one of my bosses, but she was a friend.

Thursday night i said goodbye to people at Orange poker. That was a little hard and its no secret that there are a handfull that i will NOT miss, but there are some i will.

Tomorrow i am beginning to pack the boxes, now i know that is going to hit me.

Winton is being sweet, we have found out he has got Brisbane, so thats where we are going, i am scared of living in a city again.

I am scared that i am doing this for nothing, even though i agree with my mum - i have found my soulmate.

All for a Reason

There is a famous quote said by someone who knew what it meant, "everything happens for a reason"

This morning that saying made more sense to me, here I was saying goodbye to my Sweet Pilot and although there was many a tear shed i was okay, because this was for a reason, it was for him to move forward in his career, to move closer to his goals. It was for us to be together and to start our new adventure in Mackay.

I am more then happy to follow him and support him in what he has worked so hard for, I owe this man so much, nobody but us will understand.

This man saved me from a very unhappy state, I was just trapped in a bad relationship that made me a horrible person. He rescued me from being treated and worse then what i was.

He was a true friend, he made me smile and made me feel more deserving. He made me realise that i deserved more then what I got. I deserved to be held and told that i was loved.

He supported me when I made the choice to move on and to take back my life.

He was there for me and then after time Love became a reality.

I owe Winton my life. I could not be happier.